Monday, 30 June 2014


So, I feel enormous right now, and should do something about at this second, I'm wearing running clothes and am sitting at the computer, haahaa! Really wish I had a bossy friend who would drag me out so I could run and cry at the same time, curse at them, at myself and then feel good later on and apologize profusely to them later...any takers? I think I will go out today, after, I WILL go out today, after 1...there is no point in me wearing these horrid clothes without going out...

...I am also fed up of letting my nose make the, I ought to do something about it...even if it hurts like hell, which I'm sure it will...the migraines are much less frequent although I am still constantly in some pain...I'm just so SICK of being a miserable person. :) friggin nose.

There is also a wedding coming up, it would be nice to feel good about myself for that and good enough to be wearing nice clothes and shizzle...and to be happy enough to go outside in general...

...god, this is a moany one...but, FUCK my nose hurts and I, I'm sorry!

good old, happy Iona, being happy...woo!

I'm serious about the bossy friend btw!

oh, and after ENT = Rhinitis, I'm thinking chronic as she said I'd be on steroid spray for, like, forever...fuck YEAH!


Monday, 28 April 2014

Keeping folk happy!

I thought I would do something to keep some people happy, and put some pics up as the card is now full. Not sure how this will all pan out, as if I have the energy, I might play with them, but we shall see, won't we!


Went to doctors, have new spray, I also have an appointment with ENT...hopefully they will scan my face...and head, and see if there is actually anything more wrong with me than the polyps (YUCK!). I stupidly read the interwebs and it's noted that it can be a sign of cancer! BUT, I have taken that with a pinch of salt, but, you know...I've had them for soooooooo long now, is does make your mind decide to be a bitch!

I have downloaded some past papers and am thinking of starting from scratch with the whole art thing, possibly make my way through  those things, and at some point sign up for a folio class, ought to do something that I actually enjoy!

Oh, and I've bought a new in it's ordered and being made in Germany :D SUPER EXCITED!


Nothing much really, have just been working really, as usual. I am avoiding a lovely day off in the sun today, as I woke with a horrible headache, but I will organise my Mondays better at some when I want to get some research shizzle for whatever projects I may or may not be doing...I just need to stop being so bloody lazy really, and stop caring about what people think of me. This is like the hardest!


Monday, 31 March 2014 we were all correct...

...I gave up on the running thing...there is a reason though, I got a cold and then my nose started playing up again, if you want to know, look up Nasal polyps... you are in for a treat!

SO, what have I done? I have booked an appointment with the doctor, hopefully to go to ENT...


ciao x

Friday, 17 January 2014

Day 2

The second time I have been running...I did it outside in the wet where the wolves the dark...I survived! :) left at around 7:15pm and was out for about half an hour! I did not die. Though my toes complained a bit and I was a wee bit wheezy from the cold air afterwards.

I would not say it was easy, but it was not as hard as I thought it was, and give I snaked through the side streets, I didn't get too bored as it broke it up a bit...

...back home to rice and a burger, and water and teeeaaaaa...and now sitting here, I feel reeeeaaaally cold, oh and was a little shaky with the chopsticks, but hey, I'm away to have shower soon, which will help, probably... :)

Oh, and new running top came in the post today, yay...its pink, whereas the photo looked red, bad people!!!

BYE! Boring blog overs!


Tuesday, 14 January 2014

I will still quit...

...So, I have started to do the Couch to 5K thing that the NHS has...I'm writing it here, in the blog in a half arsed attempt to keep at it, cause I've written it here...and I could do like a progress blog...thaaat, my friends, will stop more quickly than me and the 'running'...I'm already using the excuse that it is cold and wintery and stuffs...but, hey...I can live in hope that I won't fob the running off because of the weather and the fact I have no time...ach well, we'll see how it goes...I did a kinda run thing...but it was inside, to see if I could do the whole thing without dying, so when I go outside I have an idea of what I'm letting myself in for...and to let me know that I can do it...

That's all really...for Christmas I received a Blythe doll, its amaaaaaazing, and I love it!